Diary of Cherry Blossoms 2

Dear Diary,

It's been awhile since I went to Hiro's office, and I know he will be surprise to see me visiting him. He is the one who always visit me at work, and hat made me so guilty because I never made anytime to be with him.

As I went to his office, I greeted all the employees there that I had worked with before. The feeling of talking to them is so easy now, since I don't have anything to hide. But at some point I don't get why they are looking at me even though I already greeted them.




"Hiro-kun?!"


I saw the him, and that made my heart wreck into pieces. My world seems to collapse, I can't even breath normally. I was looking at him, laughing and smiling without even noticing me.


He was walking with a girl clinging into his arms. His smile is very different on how he smiled at me, his laughter is a bit more happier when he is laughing with me. As he heard my voice, his smiling face turn into a frown. He let go of the girl and he handed is hand towards me, like he wants to shake it.



"Oh~ Mia-chan, I'd like you to meet my secretary"


He said to me. The other lady smiled at me, but as soon as i blinked my eye, her fake smile turned into a evil and cold stare.



"Hiro-kun, what are you doing? Looks like you are busy. I'll just come back later. Ja Ne~"


I said to him so I can avoid arguing. I run towards the elevator, but it was too slow to arrive at the floor i am at, instead I used the emergency staircase and run away from the pain that was killing me.




~*~


I rushed back to my apartment and i cried all day long. I never notice that it is already evening. I forgot to eat dinner, I forgot to go back to my work, I even forgot to take a bath. I fell asleep while crying awhile ago, and it made me feel that something is really different.


*ring~*

I heard my cellphone ring but didn't answer it. It took seven missed calls before I pick it up. There is a heavy breath coming out from the other line. Hearing it made my heart beat really fast, that it made me gasp for air.


The call was from Hiro, his voice seemed to be a little awkward but more of an angry tone. He just told me that he is going to pick me up around 8 in the evening, then he hung up. For all the time we talk on the phone, this is the first time he hung up on me. It really makes me weary of what will happen next.


*why is it so hard for me to understand this feelings? am i that numb of what others is feeling? i've been in so much pain because of love, but why am i still craving to taste it?



signed by;
Samia. .


~*~



"Ahh~~~
Hiro, you will regret doing this to me!!" I said to myself, while I sunk myself into the bathtub.



Flashbacks of many memories with Hiro slap my consciousness, I stood up from the bathtub, cathcing my breath. I was in there not breathing for almost 10 minutes. How cruel, the guy who made me want to die, brought me to life by his memories. How can I move on with this kind of life?



As I think about it myself. While preparing myself to go to work, I remember the face of the guy that helped me last night.


"Akanishi Jin? Isn't it Bakanishi Jin??
ahh~ I can't even remember the name of that person..


anyways... I'm not gonna meet him again, so its okay even if I don't remember his name" I murmur to myself, while fixing my skirt.



At work~


"Ohayo Gozaimasu Minna-san,
Ore Wa namae Akanishi Jin Desu. .

I will be your new team leader from now on.


Yoroishiku Onegaishimasu..."


My jaw dropped, my eyes grew big, my heart skip a beat everytime he looks at me. And everytime he does, I will turn my eyes off of him.


"How can this be?!
Ms. Cry Baby is now my junior..


lucky me?!" Akanishi Jin said.




"Huh?!!" that was the only answer i gave him for his question.



Yeah, how can this be? What a small world! Why would this guy be my sempai? that's the thought running in my mind.

I was the sub-leader for his team, but I can't work with him. Now that he knows my fairytale love life is now over. .




"I told you my name, but you never told me yours~
am i not nice last night?!" a voice said near my ears,


i can feel that the person's face is so near to mine, his lips are near my cheeks so i can't move an inch.. and to the worst of all, my office mates are looking at the both of us.




I can feel bullets of sweat flowing into my face...
And then, before i dodge him away,
Akanishi Jin's hand touched my face,
and he wiped my sweat away. .





"ja ne~" he then said and left.